I’m so sorry for all the hurt and sadness I’ve caused you. I never stopped and think about my actions and what they do to you. Im sorry for being so inconsiderate. I put up with everything you do to me because I truly love you. You’ve kept things from me before but I learned to forget about it and look into the future for us. I know it’s a lot, but please give me another chance and I will make things right. We’ve been through so much together, I don’t ever want to throw it away. Please.
When I first saw you, we just introduced each other but never talked after that. A few times after that, we were all hanging out with all our friends and I remember you getting in the trunk of your friend’s car and I ran over and tried to close the trunk door on you. Besides that, I never came up to you to strike a conversation.
Until this one night, we all went to a kickback and we talked here and there. I thought you were this weird, loud, and outgoing girl. You seemed really friendly and nice. Usually I never spend the night out and I think that was the first time in a really long time where I asked my dad to sleep over our friend’s house. I’m usually the quiet one and just sit there and chill. Through-out the night, I started to think you were really cute. I’m not like those guys and come up to you and start hitting on you expecting something to happen that night. In my mind, you were this cute girl that I just officially met. I was tired so I went upstairs to go to sleep, later on you came up and slept next to me. Not with me but on the other side of the stairs. I was awake and heard you come up but you weren’t sure if it was me or our friend. I had this crazy thought, what if you came and slept right next to me and we cuddled. It was the next morning.. We were all chilling watching tv and I decided to go home. Later that day, I messaged you on Facebook and we started talking. I lied and said my Facebook was being weird and asked for your number haha.. Ever since then, we started talking everyday, talking on the phone here and there. I started to like you. We got closer over time and you started biting me and we would kind of hold each other sometimes. It was nice and I liked it.
We both admitted to liking each other but you weren’t ready for a relationship. I remember we got into a fight because you weren’t sure about what you wanted. Me and our friend went out there to see you. We hung out and we went back to your house for dinner. It was the first time we both met your parents and I was pretty shy and quiet. Us three watched a movie in your room and later we both ended up cuddling. After we left, I couldn’t stop thinking about you the whole night. A few weeks later, I told you I was going to come over and talk to you about us. It was late, but I still wanted to come out there to see you. That night, we both came to conclusion that we would try the relationship. It brings me back to the night we went to the kick back. If I didn’t sleep over that night, would we still end up talking or would we just remain friends of friends?
Now we’re together. It’s been a few months, but it has been the best few months I’ve ever had. I never knew what love is or how it feels. You’re the first girl I’ve ever fell in love with. Sure, there were girls back then, but I’ve never met them. It was all over online mostly. I was young but now I’m older things are different. I can honestly say, I don’t think any other girl can compare to you. You are my first love. My first true love. People may say that it’s just young love but you never know, we could end up together forever. Many people stayed together with their first love forever why can’t we? If they can do it, we can too. As long as we both put in the effort to keep us strong. For you, I’d do everything I can. You’re always there for me when I’m down. You have my back when I need it. You know my secrets, and I trust you with my life. There’s not a day that goes by where I don’t think about you. If you need me, I’m there. Drive 30 minutes to see you everyday? Not a problem. You truly keep me happy and sane. Thank you for everything that you do for me. You’re the best.
Back off of my girlfriend.. You have to realize that she’s taken now and yet you text her everyday. Always asking to hang out. Before you would always ask to come over her house alone.. Like really? I understand we’re all friends but you have to find the line. I don’t want to start any drama but if it gets more serious I will do something about it. Go find another girl, she’s mine.
Get to sleep over her house tonight. Even though we can’t sleep in same room but ill take it. Getting to see her face right when I wake up, couldn’t get any better.
I’m in love 😍❤👫💏
You don’t deserve those sorrow tears. The only tears that should be coming out of your eyes are tears of joy.